April 23, 2007

The Strongest Will

How much of our brain do we use? How much MORE can we use? Who said that it could never be done?

I've decided that beyond the phrase, "You can do whatever you want to do" exists the phrase, "You can do the impossible", and why not? There are things that I feel that I can do and that I have no limitations. As our bodies become weak from the soft city life we are given, the minds follow in balance. This is not an attempt to judge intelligence this is a theory in the unthinkable strength of the mind. It's about a big picture or a dream and walking the path towards the dream one step at a time - baby steps are even better. Every Olympian sprinter started with a crawl and a desire. In relationship, career, sport, music, or art - it's all possible. You may already know this and even practise this idea of making dreams come true. So this is a reminder to keep on keeping on. For every one else, I like this phrase, "Talk is cheap, so show me."

If you haven't heard about this guy, Criss Angel-Mindfreak, then allow me to introduce. I'm not going to bother to describe what he is capable of because you probably would not believe it...or at least to only be 'magic'. If you've got science to back this up...please share.





So what would you do if you met this man...would you need more proof and to see it with your own eyes. If someone called him god, would you let the conservative church crucify him? Just some random thoughts.

Peace and Love.

April 13, 2007

The Visual Mathematician

Momma always said I was special...I was bored and took this test because I've always wondered. Math was stupid easy for me in school and since I thrive on challenges, I took a journey in dealing with people. Really, this explains why I always use the wrong words because certain words have different meanings for me. Those who know me, would agree. Take the test at www.web.tickle.com/tests/uiq because it's fun! It's one of many nerdy qualities that I have.

This is what the result was...
Your IQ score is: 135
You scored 135 on Tickle's IQ test. This means that based on your answers, your IQ score is between 125 and 135. Most people's IQs are between 70 and 130. In fact, 95% of all people have IQs within that range. 68% of people score between 80 and 120.

Some of Your Greatest Talents
You've got tons of strengths. It wouldn't surprise us if you:
Can give practical application to abstract thought
Can predict patterns
Are resourceful & practical
Envision the "big picture"

How do you relate to other IQ test takers?
Your Intellectual Type Is:
You have a strong ability to process visual-spatial and mathematical information. These skills combined with your strengths in logic are what make you a Visual Mathematician. You're able to understand patterns visually and in numbers. That means your mind can create a mental picture for any problem. In addition to that skill, you possess an intelligence that allows you to apply math to that picture, too. That helps you manipulate multiple parts of the picture (or problem) to come up with a solution.

You have many skills that are critical to success and problem-solving. Your talents help you understand the "big picture," which is partly why people may turn to you for direction — especially in the workplace. You flourish in environments where tasks are clearly defined, and you are a whiz at improving processes and making things more efficient. Your ability to detect patterns and your skills in math and logic, make it natural for you to come up with ideas and theories that simplify processes for everyone.

Outside of work, Visual Mathematicians tend to do well at strategic activities like chess. It must be that ability to recognize patterns — both as they are and how they develop. Regardless of how you put your mind to use, you've got a great set of talents. You will be able to envision a clear path and calculate the risks, and more importantly, the rewards, of anything you take on.

Great Jobs For You:
Physicists
Chess player
City planner
Astronomer
Physicists
Mathematician
Researcher

Some of Your Greatest Talents
You've got tons of strengths. It wouldn't surprise us if you:
Can give practical application to abstract thought
Can predict patterns
Are resourceful & practical
Envision the "big picture"

April 12, 2007

Peace Pipe Please

I was warned by an Elder that all the build up of emotions from the past two years would soon start to disintegrate. One, the build up of emotions is not a good thing for a person such as myself - I feel everything. Two, I was warned. Warnings typically lead to a negative connotation, however this was a warning for positive change. Not sure what that meant at the time but I certainly know now. I understand that this year is unique with planetary alignments (once every 500 years) but more interestingly, is a year of change for all people personally, locally, AND globally.

I woke up this morning, not wanting to get out of bed, not wanting to think, not wanting to talk to anyone. I walked around the condo and realized I’d left the water running from last night, the patio door open, the Internet still connected, and other things just kind of left to fend for themselves. This is not me. I realized that I have not been me.

“If I’d known who I was, I would have been my self.”

I had broken peace in my heart. All the experience over the past couple years were on their way to heal but I did not listen to that warning…so what happened? I got excited. I jumped to conclusions, I became sure of myself and even more ridiculous is that I became sure of others. I mean that from an egocentric point of view. So, another lesson learned…sigh…time to revisit the way of the peaceful warrior.

April 09, 2007

A little insight of Me.








April 03, 2007

Edmonton drivers are like...lesbians?


No...shitheads...wait, not like shit heads, they are shitheads. To the suit dude driving his Lexus, gabbing on the cell phone and the middle aged, mid-life crisis man driving his so-precious mini-van, fuck you. Oh, and not to forget the oversized Dodge ram with the small-penis driver, I have one question for you. What the fuck is you hurry? Does the lady at home really cook meals so fantastic and starch your shirts so crisp that you, the driver, must place my life at risk to get there?
I didn't receive the instruction manual for human behavior but I’m pretty sure, next to impatient ignoramus, lays your photo. So, chalk one up for being gay! However, since I am in the spirit of balance, here is a chalk for straight people. Maybe.

I have no idea who came up with the idea of the lesbian culture, but right now, I think it is lame. Perhaps because we live in a society where lesbians and gays live a stereotypical life of party, lust, and play. Perhaps it is just the women that I am currently surrounded with, but honestly, why do lesbians need to be greater heart breakers than boys. I love women, but I am not a fan of the love-them-and-leave-them lesbians. Are any of us? Who are you to talk the shit, that you are gods gift to the world and jump from gentle lady to gentle lady. As much as I would like to say that I am excluded, I don't feel as though I am. However, I am very clear on how I feel. For me, I try to find where people 'fit' into my life...only because I feel that there is a purpose for everyone in my life and I communicate that...I call that open honesty. I could just run around in circles, pulling someone along for the ride until I figure out my heart. Really? How fair is that to the soul being dragged about? I'd like to think that we all stand up for ourselves in this liberated society, but the truth is, most women still don't. No matter what degree they have or what liberating story is told, most women have insecurities. It is ridicules.

I have discovered heart-breaking women who jump from heart to heart in search of the freedom to be loved. I have seen the ache of betrayal. I have felt connections that I should not have and I have felt connections that I just will never have. To me, it only says that I feel everything...some say that I wear my heart on my sleeve, but for me, I simply feel and do so with nothing held back. What you see is honest and loyal. I know that I come on strong and I know that it intimidates, offends, and turns off. I would like to think that somewhere out there, is a woman who is strong enough to be loved. Strong enough to let go of her pride and is vulnerable enough to trust. If there was such thing as marriage, that would be it. A couple who is strong enough to support one another unconditionally and strong enough to be loved. Bob Marley had said it best, "could you love, and be loved."

Random.